St. Gregory’s Church Woodstock
Sunday, April 26, 2009, Third Sunday of Easter
The Rev’d Susan Auchincloss
If we think of ourselves as pilgrims
and of our life as a spiritual journey, then every now and then we need
to climb a tree. Where we have been? Where we are going? We have to rise
above the day-to-day details to find out. On a real pilgrimage our path
is linear. On a spiritual pilgrimage it is both linear and cyclical.
From a linear perspective we just keep growing. We grow in
understanding. We grow in commitment. We grow in love. We grow more
alive. On the other hand, from a cyclical perspective, we keep passing
the same wayside shrines again and again. The incarnation – or Christmas
– is one such shrine. Following that comes Epiphany, Lent, Easter,
Pentecost, Advent, and then the Incarnation again. I am calling them
shrines, in keeping with the image of a pilgrimage, and yet like real
shrines, they both measure our progress and inspire us for further
progress.
If you will join me in this tree top, I want to point out our
path to date. The birth of Jesus stands for our own coming to faith, the
beginning of our pilgrimage. Each year we pause at that shrine again,
and if we use it as it is intended, we renew our baptismal covenant and
focus ourselves, for those few, short weeks of the Christmas season, on
making a fresh start. Gazing at the infant, we recapture the wonder of
this new presence in our lives.
If the shrine of the Incarnation drew us into our hearts, the shrine of
the Epiphany speaks more to our heads. Centering on the symbol of light,
it invites us to understand the meaning
of the Incarnation. The star, for instance, reached beyond the confines
of Judaism, to beckon the three Gentile kings, and so to show us that
the life of Jesus is for all people. We are invited to ponder how Jesus
enters our lives as light to lead us out of darkness.
The shrine of Lent calls not so much to our hearts or heads, but
to our souls. Have I let myself become side-tracked on my journey? Am I
walking the talk? Gaps open up stealthily between the person I want to
be and the person I have become; and the result is dis-ease, sometimes
even disease. This is the time and the place to take stock, re-set my
compass if need be. Honesty marks the clear, sharp air in the shrine of
Lent. And honesty, in turn, always attended by humility, prepares us for
the great turning point in the pilgrimage, the feast of Easter.
What makes Easter great? And why a turning point? To answer that
question Christians through the ages have turned to the life-cycle of a
butterfly. It begins as an egg, hatches out into a worm, lives a blind,
earth-bound life, munching its way up one twig and down another, grows
larger and larger until one day it spins a cocoon – creates its own tomb
– and dies. Its body turns to mush. End of story, or so it would seem.
But no. Days pass and a moment comes when the tomb is opened from the
inside. Gradually a whole new creature emerges in brilliant color. No
longer earth-bound, it can soar in the light, it can mate. Now it lives
to give life to others.
The shrine of Easter promises this – the possibility for us of a whole,
new life. At this point, however, the metaphor of the butterfly no
longer serves. The butterfly's life was linear: first the worm, then the
air-dancing sprite. Resurrection life, in contrast, does not supersede
our earth-bound life, but transforms it. We could put it this way: up to
this point our journey has been a self-centered one. I do not say that
in the negative sense of a selfish one. I mean that for a normal,
healthy spiritual journey we must set out
by focusing on our own growth; focusing on developing our own talents
and gifts. I may be a generous, kind person, and yet initially I am my
own first concern. Easter marks the turning point where all of that
shifts, and we begin to live for the good of all. A helpful image for
this might be the way a mother cat moves her nurslings when her lair is
discovered. One by one, she picks up the babies and carries them over to
a new hiding place, until the whole lot has been transfered. In a
similar way we begin to shift our energies from our old life centered on
self to our new life centered on all.
During the coming weeks of the Easter season I will preach about
this new life in Christ in order to prepare for Pentecost, the next
shrine that marks our journey. Pentecost marks that promised moment in
the life of the disciples when they were filled with the Holy Spirit,
empowered by the new life of Christ to go out and serve the world in his
name. The season of pentecost is as long as all of the other seasons put
together – a time of consolidation and integration, a time of practice
and insight.
Then, just as we might begin to grow stale, we see the shrine of Advent
rising on the horizon. It says: get ready for a new start. It also says,
let's see how far we have come. The cycle is about to start all over
again. Unlike the face of a clock, however, the new cycle starts at a
higher level. Transformation has been taking place in us. We are no
longer the person who passed this shrine before. So now the shrine of
the Incarnation holds new meaning, offers fresh insights; as do the ones
that follow. The journey does not grow old and the peace and joy quietly
grow. This is a mystical journey in which, unlike the earth-bound
pilgrimage, we grow younger year by year, more and more like babes.
I have been speaking as if these shrine-like experiences took place in
an orderly way, one after another. Not so, of course. At any given
moment we dwell in the midst of all of them. And yet there is a
progression in some sense. Not only that, but we can help the
progression, or not. The seasons and feasts of the church year – what I
am calling shrines on the spiritual pilgrimage – are meant to help us
move on through the egg stage, through the worm stage, through the tomb
stage, and even through the stage of Resurrection life. That last, also
called the stage of eternal life, might seem to be the goal, the end of
the journey; but not so. It is possible to stop there and simply bask in
its joy and peace, but our journey would be incomplete.
If we seek an image of the the journey as fully complete, we need look
no further than the time when Jesus took Peter, James and John up a high
mountain. There they saw Jesus transfigured. He stood before them in a
state of radiant joy, aglow with the intensity of God's love for him and
his for God. Time had stopped for Jesus and perfect peace held him in
her eternal embrace. Transfixed on a spiritual pinnace, he did not move
or speak. The Gospel could have ended there. What could be more fitting?
And yet it did not. Jesus let the moment pass and led the disciples back
down the mountain. They rejoined the other disciples and immediately
Jesus was caught up in a wrangle. A man had brought his son to them for
healing, and they had been able to help. Jesus rolled up his sleeves, so
to speak, and from that point on he served. He healed and he taught. The
next time Jesus was raised up before the disciples on a spiritual
pinnacle he was nailed to a cross. That is the image of the journey as
fully complete, and the Gospel of John calls it raised in glory.
Amen